Obsessing

First of all: Happy Easter/Passover/Sunday/whatever you want to celebrate!

I've still been doing pretty well with regards to depression, I haven't been feeling all that down recently. With regards to PTSD, I have been struggling a little bit. I've been having a lot of intrusive symptoms - bad dreams, thoughts and memories. Ugh. It's not very fun.

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Spinning Train

March 24, 2012

The black spiral represents the spinning obsessive thoughts that I can't control. The thoughts go around and around in circles as I try to figure out the memories, as if that will fix everything. Spewing off of that obsessive thought cycle are the gross green and brown/orange feelings of disgust and pain that I feel when I think about the memories of abuse.